Dear future husband whoever you are.
If you marry me, you are marrying my loud laugh and my shrill sound.
You are marrying my obsession about books, foods, movies, fashions, and also my obsession to be graceful woman.
You are marrying my happiness for little things like good food, good view, beach, sunset, also kids laugh. You are marrying my tears for unimportant things. My once a month period pains. My overwhelming thoughts. My unconditional mood and egoism too.
If you marry me, i will control whatever you eat and you must be "Yes!" for this. I just want you to stay healthy, so we can grow old together with a lot of kids and grandchilds bi'iznillah.
If you marry me, you are marrying my family and all things about them.
If you marry me, you are marrying everything about me.
May be, i can't be a trophy wife for you that got appreciation like best wife of the year or whatsoever. But I will try to decrease all my bad things because i want to be a great wife for you, and also a wonderful mom for our children. I just want you and our children always being grateful for having me in your life. Like my forever wish. Hopely.
Mataram, 1 September 2018
